So a month ago today, my summer plans changed from what was perfectly planned in my head. Funny how those perfect plans never really seem to happen. It's like Heaven Father has His plan for you, the real perfect plan.
There's a song, I've mentioned it before "A Little Bit Stronger" by Sara Evans. Today I just smiled as I sang along, especially with this part.
Doesn't happen overnight but you turn around
And a month's gone by and you realize you haven't cried
I'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longerI'm busy getting stronger
And a month's gone by and you realize you haven't cried
I'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longerI'm busy getting stronger
...
I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit strongerI get a little bit stronger
I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit strongerI get a little bit stronger
Stronger. That's what I've learned. That's what everything is about is learning. Everything happens for a reason. And there is a time and season for everything. There's so much I've learned and experienced in the past month that needed this change to occur. It's looking at things with your eternal eyes.
Well, with this strength, I've decided to become stronger in my self confidence tonight. Poetry, I might have mentioned it before, but I somewhat write. I'm a closet poet. I don't really share, a good friend of mine, Trevor, actually got me started. (Read his poetry) It's a great way to get things on paper. Trevor has asked to read them, but I am always to nervous to share. So, strength is myself... I'm going to share a few more with you. (Previously posted poem)
The Waiting Game
Waiting, waiting and some more waiting
That's all we seem to do, wait
Always waiting for time to pass
The seasons to change, or line to move
Waiting for the future to be now,
Things to occur, today to be gone
But ever wonder what we are missing
As we play this waiting game?
As the wait goes on, regrets pile on
Chances are lost and reflections made
One day when you're waiting some more
You'll look back on the past and wish you had more
Wish you enjoyed the little things first
That just make you smile
The Fall
My heart skips a beat
Telling me he's in the hall
A glance is all it takes
Across my face shows it all
Secretly hoping and waiting tonight
To hear the sound of his call
In in arms I want to be
Having him call me his precious doll
A Heart's Dilemma
Torn and confused is what I am
With so many places my heart's been
Hanging on to what once was true
Hoping again that I'm for you
Yet a different path catches my eye
Pulling my heart is another guy
What direction to take, which path to choose
Anxious and nervous, I'm afraid to lose
Losing you, all that we had
So many memories, the good and the sad
Missing the chance to take a new road
One that's exciting, daring and bold
So here in the state I must be
Until comes the day that it's you and me
The Road
A road traveled by just a few
One that's exciting and so very new
Unweathered by rain that came in the past
Maybe one traveled as this, the last
Stepping out into the dark unknown
This the path to which it was blown
To take a first step is just the start
Someday to find, this, the part
Well, there it is.... I feel like this accomplishes to much I've learned and blogged about in the past, just to name a few
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